Morning thoughts...

I spontaneously decided to update this blog again... I'm pretty sure nobody reads it, but I started it for me as well, so I figure, if I want to carry on why not?

I've got 26 days left of university. During that time I have three exams plus my dissertation to finish. After that... I don't know. I have three offers for Masters courses and I should be happy, excited, but to the honest I just don't want to do it. I don't seem to have got any bursaries or scholarships and all I really want to do is lie in my bed for a very long time and not think about the generalised shittiness of the world... I should probably try and get a job or something, because I really don't want to go home... meh.

I tried to dye my hair bright red a few days ago. Kind of failed... I think I didn't leave it in long enough or something. So instead I have this streaky pink highlighty effect, which I kind of like actually. It's messy and spontaneous, like me :)



  So this is before...


and after... my house has terrible lighting so it's basically impossible to see the colours. Oh well...

So right now I'm sitting in my house in my pyjamas drinking coffee, gonna try and start work on my dissertation soon. Later I'll probably go to campus and spend some time with a friend... she'll be super enthusiastic and tell me all about her plans for life and self-assertion and how important it is to stand up for yourself, and I'll be pretty quiet...



Oh also this is my new tumblr; I say new, I changed it months ago... :)

 http://dystopianicarus.tumblr.com/

Exams would not even be a thing without tumblr.